Today, I’m teaming up with The Parliament House for the Stolen Takeover Tour. Stolen is a fantastic YA Fantasy novel written by Marlena Frank, and is the first book in the Stolen Series. I’m excited to share with you a book excerpt and a giveaway. More about this inside…
STOLEN TAKEOVER TOUR
Synopsis
It’s difficult taking care of a delusional father by yourself. Sixteen-year-old Shaleigh Mallet would rather explore and photograph dilapidated buildings
In a kingdom known as the Garden, where minotaurs pull carriages and parties are held in hot air balloons, Madam Cloom and her faerie servant, Teagan, rule over the land with incredible but terrifying magic. Shaleigh must prove that she is the reincarnation of a long-dead ruler, not because she believes it, but because it’s her only chance to survive.
With the help of a trespassing faerie, a
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Book Excerpt
Stolen by Marlena Frank – BOOK EXCERPT
Part 1: Freefall
Chapter 1: An Embarrassment
Shaleigh didn’t think about how much concrete and steel stood over her head as she stepped carefully down the decaying hallway of Ferris Factory. The building had been abandoned for so long that the mildew and fungus ran rampant from the moisture that crept down the crumbling walls, so a respirator was a requirement. Ferris Factory was only two stories tall from the outside, but the floors underground felt endless. The elevator shaft only went down three floors when it had been operational; the rest of the floors could only be reached with the stairs. She doubted any of it had been inspected by the fire marshal.
Her best friend, Kaeja, walked so close behind that she could feel her warm breath on the back of her neck. The only sound that echoed up and down the hallway, besides their footsteps, was the snap of Shaleigh’s camera. The photos were why they risked their lives to explore dangerous places: to document the decrepit. It was thrilling to explore a place that nobody else would see. Eventually all the walls would fall, and Ferris Factory would decay into memory. Shaleigh and Kaeja would have the only remaining proof it even existed, especially since it was clear that nobody was supposed to know about this section of the factory.
A rat skittered out of a heap of moldy paperwork and Kaeja took a deep breath until it passed. “This is the worst one yet. By far.” Shaleigh grinned, though her respirator concealed it. “Come on, we had to come back and take the stairs down. We couldn’t just end it at the base of the elevator.”
“Do you see that?” She swung the flashlight to the side. “I couldn’t even hang a picture on that wall. Four floors down was enough, five floors is just begging to get hurt.”
Kaeja was right, the walls of the hallway curved inward like a bow string. Shaleigh hadn’t noticed how bad it was until she mentioned it. “We’ll be quick.”
She snapped as many photos as she could while Kaeja held the flashlight. It illuminated a good portion of the hall, but the beam had little effect against the thick, sick air. The light ought to have made the place more inviting, but it only made the shadows darker. It was hard for Shaleigh to keep her hands steady for the photos; fear and exhilaration kept combating within her. Sure, this place was terrifying and could collapse at any moment, but the thought of capturing a world that would never
“Not me,” Kaeja said, her eyes shadowed by the reflections of the flashlight on her mask. “These halls are creepy enough, thanks.” The light flashed across some metal scraps against the bowed wooden wall. It was hard to tell if it had been left behind by the workers, or if it had fallen from the ceiling. “Didn’t they used to make cars here?”
“Sure, that’s it.” Shaleigh snorted as she tapped on a dirt-encrusted sign that warned visitors that the hallway was a
“It’s an old building, but that doesn’t mean they were hiding anything down here.”
“Then what’s with the high security? They had to be doing something illegal down here. The maps we found don’t even show these floors. I heard it used to be a hospital,” Shaleigh glanced back to her with a smile. “Dad heard it from a colleague at work. They used to keep dangerous people here.” Kaeja stared at her, the beam from the flashlight in her hands trembling.
A high-pitched squeal of metal echoed down through the insides of the building, as though the entire structure was shifting under its own weight. The squeal turned into a groan that shook the very floor beneath their feet. Both teens froze, barely daring to breathe as debris fell from the ceiling. Seven levels of exhausted steel, wood, and plaster shifted over their heads. They stood in silence waiting for the walls to give way, waiting to be buried beneath the rusty metal beams, discolored linoleum floors, and rat-infested insulation; but the building remained steady.
The noise stopped. Particles drifted in the air.
“It doesn’t sound very good, does it?” Shaleigh whispered.
“I don’t like it. I don’t care what you say, this is the lowest I’m going. Five levels below ground
Shaleigh stifled a laugh, “That’s what you said when we found the stairs.”
A high-pitched noise erupted down the hall causing both teens to jump. It didn’t sound metallic…it didn’t sound like the building at all.
Kaeja stared down the hallway with wide eyes. The noise broke into a whimper, and then there was silence. It only lasted maybe a few seconds, but they both knew what they had heard. Someone was down there with them.
Shaleigh turned to look behind them, but without the flashlight
Kaeja spun around, temporarily blinding Shaleigh in the process. “I don’t know. I thought it came from in front of us.”
The darkness felt like a cage all around them. The beam of the flashlight, darting forwards and
Kaeja grabbed her arm and Shaleigh could feel her clammy fingers through the sleeve of her jacket. “Are you crazy? You said that’s where it came from.”
“How else are we going to get out of here?”
Kaeja could give no argument and shook her head. “Shaleigh…” she whimpered.
“It’s okay, we’ll do it together.” She put her camera around her neck and took Kaeja’s hand. They walked slowly towards the door of the stairwell, side by side, fingers clasped in a death grip.
For a moment, Shaleigh thought she saw movement ahead of them and stopped. Kaeja must have seen it too because she swept her flashlight left and right, searching for whatever it was. Just before the beam of light reached one of the doors, Shaleigh was certain she spotted a shadow move into one of the rooms.
“Ow…” Kaeja whispered giving their joined hands a tug. Shaleigh realized she had been gripping too hard and loosened her hold but didn’t say a word. Her eyes were fixed on where the shadow had been. As they drew closer, an arm stretched out, hairy with long, black fingernails, and pulled the door closed. There was a splash as though something heavy had fallen into a pool of water from behind the door.
Kaeja screamed. A bolt of adrenaline hit Shaleigh and she grabbed Kaeja’s arm. Together they ran. As they passed the door, the knob began to turn with a creak. She wasn’t sure if Kaeja had seen it or not. “Keep going!” she yelled, all pretense of caution forgotten.
Once the stairwell came into view, they sped up. Shaleigh slipped on a wet spot and her foot skidded. She would have sprained her ankle if she hadn’t grabbed for the wall. What a stupid way to die, she thought as she regained her footing. She had to keep her head straight, because panicking in an old, decrepit building was a sure way to get hurt or killed by whatever was after them. She forced them to slow down to climb over a pile of broken boards and nails. Shaleigh had thought it odd to have it so close to the stairwell when they’d first come down, but now she saw it as a marker, a warning perhaps, to keep trespassers out. As she helped Kaeja down the opposite side of the rubble, she heard limping footsteps approaching them.
“It’s coming!” Shaleigh cried and together they sprinted for the stairwell. The flashlight bounced beams off the walls.
They hit the metal door like a battering ram, shoving it into the rusted railings of the stairs, causing it to reverberate like a gong up and down the concrete shaft. Shaleigh gripped the metal rail, feeling the flecks of paint come off on her hands, and the raw rust beneath. She exchanged a glance with Kaeja, both trying to catch their breath. The respirator was humid with her breathing and she couldn’t wait to rip it off when they got outside. She looked up the dark stairwell above them and grimaced. There were too many floors between them and safety.
Kaeja gasped and reached out to grab Shaleigh’s arm. Shaleigh stared at her. She thought she could make out footsteps from the hall they just left, but it was so faint it was hard to make out. It could have just been the sounds of the building, but she didn’t want to take any chances. Taking a deep breath, Shaleigh led the way as they started up the stairs.
One floor, two floors, three floors.
Was that the sound of the doorknob beneath them being turned? Kaeja hurried to her side as they continued to climb. Both were audibly gasping now. It wouldn’t take much for their pursuer to know where they went. Shaleigh’s thighs were burning. She could sprint up a flight or two of stairs, but this was tough. It didn’t help that she was already out of breath before they even started climbing.
“What if it’s locked us in?” Kaeja asked between sucking in gulps of air.
Shaleigh didn’t respond. She didn’t want to even consider that option.
They climbed two more flights of stairs. Kaeja reached the door first. They both let out a sigh of relief when the door opened. Panting, they jogged to the main exit, a pair of massive iron doors that looked like they belonged in a mausoleum. Neither of them said a word as they descended the short flight of broken steps to the grass. Shaleigh ripped off her respirator, Kaeja did the same, and they both exchanged grins as they crossed the grass-pocked concrete walkway. It felt good to feel the heat of the day on her skin too. The sun was sinking in the west, but the air was sweet with wild honeysuckle and a light breeze rustled the old oaks. Shaleigh relaxed a bit but could tell by Kaeja’s expression that she wouldn’t be able to relax until they had left the property completely.
The concrete walkway fell away to tall grass that came up to their hips, as they sidestepped small pine trees that were beginning to take over the lot and moved further away from the building. The chain link fence that surrounded the property sported multiple warning signs for trespassers, though they were faded from exposure. Kaeja pulled back the corner of fencing they had used to get in, and they both climbed through without saying a word. Kaeja paused, took a deep breath, and relaxed her shoulders.
“I know you’ll hate to hear this, Kaeja,” Shaleigh started. “But I think I’m done with Ferris Factory for a while.”
Kaeja laughed. “No complaints here. I’m going to add that we never go underground again either. I am not running up that many stairs again, no matter how great you say the pictures will be.” Shaleigh couldn’t help but laugh. The downtrodden path through the woods made it a short walk to reach the bus stop. Shaleigh unwrapped the scarf from around her head and shook out her twists. The breeze felt wonderful on her scalp. They dropped everything into Shaleigh’s backpack as they walked. The main road was surprisingly empty for a Sunday afternoon. After exploring inside of decomposing buildings for a while, she had new respect for even the simplest things. The bench for the bus stop, covered in graffiti and bearing a single broken board, looked like a luxury.
Kaeja sprawled across the broken wooden bench and covered her eyes with her arms. “Wow, what a rush!”
“I know!” Despite her smile, Shaleigh still glanced over her shoulder, as though expecting the person from the building to be slinking toward them through the woods. “What do you think it was?”
Kaeja stared up into the sky. “Someone crazy, I’m sure. It’s a good thing they made some noise. I don’t like the thought of them sneaking up on us like that.” She sat up and patted the bench beside her.
Shaleigh obliged, her legs were still shaky. “Did you see that hand?”
Kaeja shuddered, “Looked like he hadn’t seen the light of day in forever.” She stretched her arms over the back of the bench. “This is exactly why I don’t like the big ones. There are too many hiding places.”
“The small ones aren’t much better,” Shaleigh added. “Sometimes it feels like a shot right out of Texas Chainsaw Massacre, you know?”
Kaeja nodded and the two grew silent from their own nerves. Kaeja’s leg jumped up and down, as though at any moment she would jump up into a sprint. Shaleigh kept resisting the urge to look over her shoulder once more. The bus couldn’t come fast enough.
“Ugh, I need to think about something
Shaleigh sighed. “I had almost forgotten about it.” She checked her watch. It was a good thing they had left when they did because she still needed to get home and clean up. “If you like it so much, you can totally go for me.”
“Your dad would never let me. He needs you there.”
“Unfortunately.”
Kaeja scooted closer and put an arm around her shoulders. “I’m sorry. I guess that is pretty hard on you. Do they ask you a lot of questions about him?”
Shaleigh nodded. She hated the tight feeling she got in her chest whenever she thought of those stupid parties. She hated the fact that she had to go. Why in the world did Roseworth College have so many of them anyway? It was like they wanted to torture her.
Deciding to change the subject, she picked up her camera from around her neck. After checking to make sure nothing had been damaged in their mad dash, she asked, “Want to see the pictures?”
Kaeja nodded but looked concerned. Shaleigh ignored it.
The brilliant light of the flash somehow made the dark halls of Ferris Factory less frightening, less dangerous. If only people were so easy to strip of fear.
#
Within the dark hallways of Ferris Factory, a shadowy figure, one that might resemble a strange young man if seen in the right light,
His nose drew too close to his own body and he winced at his own stench. He needed to find a place to take a bath, but then he would try again. Next time he wouldn’t fail.
#
Eddie Hammond’s home was at the top of a hill with a driveway that wound around the base. It was more lavish than he would have normally been able to keep on a college dean’s salary, but his wife, Vera, paid for most of it with her legal work. Neither had the time to decorate such a big home, so the decor was done in patches by different designers, which explained why the ballroom had sleek, modern chairs and the backyard garden had Grecian fountains and statues. The normal faculty attendees had shown up, with a few new faces sprinkled throughout. Shaleigh walked through the crowd with a forced smile, nodding, waving, and saying all the right things for about twenty minutes. That was her social limit.
Her dad had gotten wrapped up talking to a faculty member that Shaleigh didn’t recognize. She could have been in the history department though, because she occasionally caught words like Gaelic or Sidhe. Shaleigh inched away, then escaped out the back door and into the garden. At least the dean always hosted parties at his house. Shaleigh had gotten good at finding quiet areas to get away from the crowds of people inside when the parties began. Branches of enormous oaks swayed overhead, and the air smelled of fresh rain. The sky held only the dim remnants of light far in the west, but most of it glimmered with stars. Spotlights were placed in various areas to highlight the best spots of the garden. The water from the fountain helped to drown out some of the party noise. She took a deep breath of the humid air and felt the tension ease out of her. She pulled her camera out of the messenger bag on her hip and started taking pictures of the statue that stood atop the large hexagon-shaped fountain. Looking through the lens, she could forget about the person who chased them that day at Ferris Factory, could ignore the people at the party, it was just her and her camera.
The big statue in the middle of the garden was quite ugly, especially considering how much money the dean had probably sunk into creating the little oasis. It depicted a child spitting water into the fountain, her face locked into an uncomfortable oh! of surprise. The artist seemed to have been unable to decide if the girl should be a cherub or a fairy, and instead turned it into a bizarre mixture of the two. The face was very boyish for a girl, as though the statue’s gender had also been a point of contention. Shaleigh had taken pictures of it before, but it served as a good excuse to busy herself. She walked the entire garden about five times before collapsing onto one of the few dry benches beside the ugly statue. She had a good view of the steps that led up to the front door from there and saw several groups leaving. In a few
“Getting any good shots tonight?”
Shaleigh turned to see Eddie Hammond. She had been so busy eying the front steps that she had neglected the steps to the back porch. He was a broad-shouldered man, and the white suit against his dark skin only made him look bigger. People who didn’t know him thought he was intimidating when, in reality, he was probably the kindest person in the entire department. He sat down beside her.
“I had to get away for a bit.” She nodded to the statue, “Besides the fountain is lovely.”
He chuckled, “It’s hideous. Vera says I hired the designer but I’m pretty sure it was her.”
He clasped his fingers together and they sat in silence for a moment, watching the wind move through the oak branches high above their heads. Another round of storms was on its way.
“You know, I remember when you came to our first Spring Fling. Do you remember when that was?”
“Years ago.”
“Six years actually. You were so excited to be here and nobody could keep up with you. You simply had to see everything. You were easily the life of the party.”
Shaleigh laughed, “I was ten! I broke a glass and almost destroyed one of your paintings if I remember right.”
He smiled, “I still don’t know how you made it into the attic.”
“To be frank, I don’t either.”
He turned to her and there was
She shrugged, “The same.”
“And the sessions? Please tell me he’s been attending them.”
“He went to one, but he said they were trying to brainwash him and quit. They gave him some medication, but I don’t think he takes it. He said they made his brain not work right.”
He nodded with a heavy sigh. “I’m sorry, Shaleigh. You really shouldn’t have to deal with this on your own.”
Shaleigh pursed her lips. She understood the implication even if Dean Hammond didn’t fully realize it. He was referring to her mother, Kristen, who had abandoned them when Shaleigh was a baby. These conversations were always the same. The dean did the bare minimum of what he thought was required to get her father help, but he never tried too hard. Shaleigh had concluded years ago that the only reason he tried at all was to appease his own conscience. He probably had complaints from other faculty members about it on a regular basis. While she was sure some faculty understood, many of them couldn’t condone a colleague who lied so readily. They didn’t care if it was due to mental illness or not. She stifled a sigh and looked away. No, that wasn’t it. That wasn’t what made the dean try every year to help. Her dad had known him since they met in college, when her dad had also met Shaleigh’s mother. He had been merely Eddie Hammond then, not the dean of the History Department.
“You could say something to him,”
The Dean sighed and leaned back against the bench. “I don’t want him to feel like I’m threatening him again. Last time he didn’t speak to me for weeks. I don’t want to alienate him.”
Shaleigh closed her eyes and let the silence stretch out again between them. She knew he meant well, but his good intentions felt caustic after so many years of hearing them. Their conversations always came back to her father’s mental health, and try as he might, Dean Hammond never had much interest in Shaleigh. To him, she would always be Haki’s daughter and never her own person. Four times a year they came to these faculty parties, which her father insisted on attending. She hoped she could find someplace to be left alone, but Hammond always found her. She wanted to think he cared about her, but somehow the warmth never came across. She startled when he put a hand on her shoulder.
“Come on. You shouldn’t be out here moping all night. Come back inside and enjoy yourself. Everyone has been asking about you; some even thought you had left.”
“I wish. I still have a learner’s permit, remember?”
He forced a chuckle as they walked back up the long steps to the back deck. She could hear the jazz music playing through the glass doors and the lilting of a woman’s laughter. He paused and looked down at her.
“Talk to him,” he whispered. “See if you can convince him to go back to his therapy sessions. He would benefit from them.”
Shaleigh managed a small smile. “I’ll try.”
#
Shaleigh thought the party had died down, but she was wrong. The party was even more crowded than when she had left earlier. Professors, staff, and every other person in the department appeared to be stuffed into the three rooms that Hammond put aside for his parties. Shaleigh had put on her nicest black dress and applied coconut oil on her twists to make sure they looked nice. Even though she hated wearing dresses, she always felt underdressed at these parties. She turned to ask Dean Hammond where they had all come from, but he was already engrossed in another conversation. On her way to the punch table she barely avoided a collision with one of the wait staff, who seemed just as anxious about all the people as she was. She sipped on her punch and eyed a corner where she could disappear to when she heard her father’s voice over the hum of conversation.
“I’m sorry, have we met?”
A woman’s voice responded with humor, “I don’t mean to stare, but you look so familiar!”
“That’s alright, it happens. Dr. Haki Mallet.” Shaleigh looked to see her father shake the woman’s hand, adding, “but you’re welcome to call me Haki. I’m afraid I’m usually cloistered up in my office, so I doubt we’ve met before.”
“Did you come alone?”
“No, I came here with my daughter. I believe she stepped outside. Her mother couldn’t make it, you see, so she was good enough to come instead. I’m afraid Kristen’s been home sick the last few days.”
“I’m sorry to hear that!”
Shaleigh felt her stomach drop to her knees. She studied the serious woman with bleached hair and didn’t recognize her. She must be a new hire who hadn’t been deterred by the rumors of her dad. At least, not yet.
“How sweet of your daughter!” The serious woman gave a small smile. “I know my son Charles would never come with me to one of these. He’s more mechanically minded. Would likely be bored stiff.”
“Shaleigh loves these parties. She really looks forward to them. I’m just concerned about Kristen. When she’s home sick, it’s difficult to think of much else.”
Shaleigh ground her molars together to hold back a snarl. She had to get away from them or else she might get dragged into his stupid lies. She darted to an adjoining room and found a chair in a corner opposite the stairwell. She didn’t want to hear him continue. She couldn’t stand to hear it all again.
Nursing her punch, she overheard another conversation between two men near the doorway. One of the voices sounded familiar and she looked up to see Dean Hammond’s positively irate expression. He was talking to a bald man with a bushy red beard. She strained to listen in.
“I assure you, Red, Haki is hardly getting special privileges. He works twice as hard as many of the faculty in this department and has brought in more funding than almost anyone else. In fact, you could take a few pointers from him.”
The bald man gave a nervous laugh. “I don’t think making a guest appearance in a single documentary gives him any more clout than—”
“That single documentary brought in more funding than your research has all year. They’ve already lined him up for two more series and he’s becoming a household name. Do you know of any other expert on ancient European mythology who could do what he’s done?”
Shaleigh recognized the bald man then. It was Roger “Red” Dawkins, who had been a full-fledged professor for years, even chaired multiple committees, but somehow his brisk personality didn’t quite catch on with television executives. He’d been passed up by multiple chances according to her dad.
“I could have. I may not have as many books under my
Dean Hammond shook his head and searched the crowd, hunting for an escape. “You need to be more professional, Red. You sound jealous.”
“Of course I’m jealous!” Red spat, “For all the praise he gets, you think he could share a bit of the limelight with the rest of us. Perhaps contribute to the department instead of squirreling away all his funds and contacts for himself. We both know he’s a time bomb, and when he does blow it’ll affect everyone in the department. The man’s a regular loon. He can’t be trusted with that kind of responsibility. One day he’ll simply snap, and that’ll be it. I can only imagine the headlines…”
Shaleigh had never seen Dean Hammond draw himself up to his full height, but the way he stood now with his shoulders blocked off and the anger burning in his eyes, she understood how he had become the dean. “That’s enough, Red. Kindly keep your coarse rumors in check.”
“No! It’s a goddamn fact and everyone knows it. What is it this time? The wife’s home sick again, I hear. It’s no secret she up and left him fifteen years back. He’s a loon and a dangerous liar, Eddie. Everyone knows she’s dead after all.”
Shaleigh’s fingers were freezing on the glass of punch clutched in her hands, but she couldn’t move them. Her face and ears burned with rage. She wanted to believe it; she wanted her mother to be dead. As terrible as it was, it would be easier to accept than if she had willingly abandoned them.
“You know what I think?” Red swam on, ignorant of Hammond’s obvious ire. “I don’t think she ran away. That’s nonsense.” He scoffed. “I think he killed her. That’s why he’s so messed up. Something clicked in his head after that, and he’ll never be right. I’m just afraid of what will happen should news get out, Eddie. What would they say if a crazy, lying, murderous professor who has become a household name on television was suddenly dragged out into the light with a murder investigation?”
He was trying to blackmail Hammond. Right here in the middle of a party, right here where anyone could see, where anyone could hear, Red Dawkins was trying to blackmail him using her father. The heat from her face had moved through her body like fire coursing through her veins. She barely felt her frozen fingers as she got to her feet and walked towards them.
At the sight of her, Dean Hammond’s stony expression faded as he realized she must have overheard their conversation. “Shaleigh, don’t…”
Red, on the other hand, had been drinking and was completely oblivious. He gave her a cocky grin. “Ah Shaleigh, there you are! How are you enjoying the party?”
Without a
The cold drink to the face seemed to have sobered Red up; he glanced around at the eyes watching them and stammered incoherently. Shaleigh didn’t give him a chance to collect
“Sorry for ruining your party, Mr. Hammond.”
“That’s not a problem, Shaleigh.” He glanced over at Red, who was mopping up his face, then back to Shaleigh. “You certainly didn’t ruin a thing for me.” He gave her a warm smile and Shaleigh took her cue. It was time to leave. The crowd parted for her as she stalked across the room and back into the previous room. The chatter picked up again as she hunted for her father. Both of them had outworn their welcome.
She found him still chatting with the serious blond woman near the punch table, oblivious to what had happened. Shaleigh looped her arm around his and tried to steer him to the exit.
“It’s time to go, Dad.”
“Just a moment,” he nearly spilled his drink and gave her a confused smile. “Amelia and I were discussing the conflicting evidence around Stonehenge.” He managed to place his glass on a side table as Shaleigh dragged him to the exit. “What in the world is the problem?”
Amelia, the serious blond woman, called out, “Do give my regards to your wife.”
Shaleigh didn’t look up to catch the smirks or the hidden laughter around them, though she knew they were there. Her father, as usual, was completely oblivious as she pushed through the large wooden door and down the steps to the front driveway lined with cars. There must have been dozens of them, parked anywhere they could get an inch of cement, and more were piled nearby, cluttering up the grass yard. Shaleigh was sick of them. She was sick of all of them. She was so focused on reaching their vehicle near the end of the turnabout that she barely noticed her father slip out of her grip.
“Goodness, I suppose I’ll have to continue my conversation with Amelia on Monday.” He sighed as Shaleigh continued onward. “What in the world happened back there? Do you plan to tell me?”
Shaleigh hopped into the driver’s seat of the silver SUV, avoiding her father’s concerned stare as he climbed in on the passenger’s side.
“I don’t know if I like you driving at night. You do have your learner’s permit with you, don’t you?”
“Yes, Dad.” She grunted as she turned on the car, “Besides you’ve been drinking.” He didn’t argue, and she took off down the driveway; her dad barely had enough time to buckle his seatbelt.
“You can’t drag your father out of a party without some kind of explanation, young lady. Did someone make you uncomfortable? Did someone hurt you?”
That last question hit too close to the issue, and Shaleigh paused for a moment before turning onto the street. “I did something I…probably shouldn’t have.”
He nodded, his glasses gleaming from the passing headlights. “Let’s hear it then.”
#
A light misting began and darkness settled in as they merged onto the freeway. The windshield wipers squeaked, the wind rattling the car as they sped up, but Dad still hadn’t said much. All he did was stare at her through his spectacles. She couldn’t tell if he was fuming mad or judging her driving skills. He had been disturbingly quiet ever since Shaleigh had told him what happened at the party. She checked her speed one more time and tried again, “Dad, please talk to me.”
He shook his head. “You threw your drink into Red Dawkin’s face. What can I possibly say?”
“I had to do something. You would have done the same thing if you heard the lies he was saying about you. I couldn’t just sit there and listen to that trash!”
“No, you couldn’t just sit and listen to it. You had to make matters worse. Red has always hated me, honey, but now you’ve added wood to the fire. You’ll be a part of his slanders, his venom, and I was trying to keep you out of his way, but now he has even more ammunition to use against me.”
“What are you talking about? I threw it in his face, not yours.”
“You’re my daughter, Shaleigh. Everything you do reflects on me, and today your actions reflected my poor parenting.”
Shaleigh rolled her eyes. “I can’t believe you.”
“It’s alright, it’s hardly something you could control. I don’t want to argue with you about it any further. You were in the wrong and that’s simply the end of it.”
For her father perhaps, but not for Shaleigh. She couldn’t let go of her anger
“Oh, I’m sure he has some new theory, some new pompous speculation. I couldn’t care less what nonsense he flings at me, and I would prefer you not—”
“He said you killed Kristen.”
Her father froze in mid-statement, his breath catching in his throat. The windshield wipers squeaked against the glass in the silence. The mist turned into a light rain as Shaleigh turned off onto their exit.
“Dean Hammond says you should go back to your sessions. Have you thought about doing that, Dad? It might help, you know.”
He didn’t say a word and his silence was maddening. She was worried that perhaps by telling him what Red had said, it had only triggered another episode, another delusion. She was relieved to hear him choke back a sob as she pulled the SUV into the garage.
His voice cracked as he spoke, “Don’t ever believe such lies, Shaleigh. I did no such thing to your mother. Once she gets back from her business trip—”
Shaleigh knocked her head against the headrest. “Why do you make me do this?” She asked, “Why can’t you just admit that she’s gone?”
Her father continued as though she hadn’t said a word. “Once she gets back from her business trip, you’ll find all that nonsense is simply ridiculous.”
Shaleigh slammed her palm against the steering wheel. “There is no business trip! She isn’t coming back!”
His voice faltered, and she turned to see streaks of tears running down his cheeks in the yellow light of the garage. “That’s enough,” he whispered. She could hear the strain in his voice, the desperation. She knew that tone well. It meant that the conversation was over and that he wasn’t going to budge an inch about it for the rest of the night. Shaleigh was in the wrong and he was in the right, case closed, analysis complete, problem solved. The last time she really tried to push him, he locked himself in his room for days, sobbing for hours on end.
Shaleigh parked the SUV and slammed the door as she got out. Without a glance back, she fetched the mail and closed the garage door. She passed her father as she headed into the house. He was still buckled in the SUV in the passenger seat, bent forward and crying.
She knew she ought to feel pity for him, and a long time ago she had. Now all she felt was frustration and something else: a trapped feeling, as though the walls around her were falling inward. She couldn’t stand it when he cried. It made her angry and she couldn’t really explain why. She let herself into the dark house. They had forgotten to leave any lights on again.
It wasn’t until she had sorted through the mail, put the bills for her father to pay
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